無賴
Rascal


填詞/作曲：李峻一
編曲：Ted Lo
監製：Gary Chan

我間中飲醉酒　很喜歡自由
Sometimes I drink till I'm drunk / I like to have freedom
常犯錯愛說謊　但總會內疚
I always make mistake and I love to lie / But I do feel guilty
遇過很多的損友　學到貪新厭舊
I've met dozens of unsrupulous friends / I learned to prefer new things and abandon the old ones
亦欠過很多女人
I owe to so many women

怕結婚只會守　三分鐘諾言
I'm afraid of marriage / I never keep to my promise
曾話過要戒煙　但講了就算
I've promised to quite smoking but I was just simply saying
夢與想丟低很遠　但對返工厭倦
I've forgotten my dreams / I'm fed up of my job
自小不會打算
I'm bad in planning my life since I was little

＊但是仍　(在地球)　唯獨妳愛我這廢人
But there's still (in the world) only you who love this useless me
　出錯妳都肯去忍
You bear my mistakes and my faults
　然而誰亦早知不會合襯
We both know that we're not suitable for each other
　偏偏妳願意等
Yet you're still willing to wait

　為何還喜歡我　我這種無賴
Why do you still love me, a rascal like me?
　是話妳蠢還是很偉大
Are you too silly or are you too generous?
　在座每位都將我踩　口碑有多壞
Everyone bashes me / No matter how bad my reputation is
　但妳亦永遠不見怪
But you never seem to care about that

　何必跟我　我這種無賴
Why are you with me, a rascal like me?
　活大半生還是很失敗
Having lived half of my life yet I'm so useless
　但是妳死都不變心　跟我笑著捱
But your faith never breaks / You struggle with me with a grin
　就算壞　我也不忍心　(偷偷作怪)＊
However bad I am / I won't be cruel enough to cheat on you

沒有根的野草　飄忽的命途
My life is like the weed without root
誰像妳當我寶　什麼也做到
Only you appreciate me / Do everything for me
舊愛數足一匹布　在這刻寫句號
My previous love is a long list / But I'm putting a full stop (period) to it
只想跟妳終老
I want only to be with you till old

days of fun

well.. its been 4 days since i went to the LAN party and came home around this time. man was i tired, as i am now. i slept for 3 hours and went to the wet market to do shopping with my girlfriend. after shopping, i had a bit of rest and than, i went to the city around 7pm with my friends for dinner and drinks.

2 of my friends couldnt make it due to various reasons. kelvin didnt join us for dinner but for drinks :)

we went to crown, King's Buffet for dinner. the dinner was not bad. it was my first time going there. but it was soo filling that we didnt have enough space for drinks. so we just sat at the pub and looked around. kelvin and jordan, being more sporting or have space in their stomach, drank 2 beers :)

after that, we headed off to the club blvd, an asian club next to crown. i wanted to go into the one in crown but my friends wanted to see chicks.. ahahaha.. either one was fine with me though.

went home around 4.30am as i was too tired (gaming the other night) and my friends stayed on to have supper.. really got loads of energy sia..

sunday, not much just slacking about as i was too tired for anything. in the evening, i went to have jap food with my sister. we drank a few bottles of hot sake which was nice but made me feel sleepy haha..

on monday, i was playing dota in a friends' place when i got a call to go to the city. i said yes and at 11.45pm we went to the city haha..hanged out in a cafe for a while and than, went to sing Karaoake where i sang my voice off and drank a bit of beer. around twenty bottles was consumed among the 6 of us.

after that, sick until now. >_< every semester this happens.. lol.. even the last one.. haha..

cheers to kelvin, jordan, danny, tommy, clifford, victor, jee wong, catherine, ricky and everyone else! u know who u are

Brokeback mountain

this is mostly true.

i got this off a friendster.. its mostly true.

From a guys point of view:

We don't care if you talk to other guys.

We don't care if you're friends with other guys.

But when you're sitting next to us, and some
random guy walks into the room and you jump up
and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah,
it pisses us off.

It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for
ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact
that we're still there.

We don't care if a guy calls you, but at twelve in the
morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is
that important at twelve a.m. that it can't wait till the
morning.
_________________________________________

Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/
gorgeous/ cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it.

Don't tell us we're wrong.

We'll stop trying to convince you.

The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence.
_________________________________________

Yeah, you can quote me.
_________________________________________

Don't be mad when we hold the door open.
Take advantage of the mood we're in.

LET US PAY FOR YOU SOMETIMES!

DON'T "FEEL BAD"

We enjoy doing it.

It's expected.

Smile and say "thank you".

(unless we are broke :P)
_________________________________________

Kiss us when no one's watching.

If you kiss us when you know somebody's looking,
we'll be more impressed.

true.
_________________________________________

You don't have to get dressed up for us.

If we're going out with you in the first place, you
don't have to feel the need to wear the shortest
skirt you have or put on every kind of makeup you
own.

We like you for WHO you are and not WHAT you
are.

Honestly, I think a girl looks more beautiful when
she's just in her pj's. Or my tshirt and boxers, not
all dolled up

_________________________________________

Don't take everything we say seriously.

Sarcasm is a beautiful thing. See the beauty in it.

Don't get angry easily.
_________________________________________

Stop using magazines/media as your bible.

Don't talk about how hot Morris Chesnutt (wait..
who's he?), Brad Pitt, or Jesse McCartney is in
front of us.

It's boring, and we don't care.
You have girlfriends for that.
_________________________________________

Whatever happened to the
word "handsome"/"beautiful"

I'd be utterly stunned by a girl who greeted me
with "Hey handsome!" instead of "Hey baby/ stud/
cutie/ sexy" or whatever else you can think of.

On the other hand I'm not sayin I wouldn't like it
either ; )
_________________________________________

Girls, I cannot stress this enough:
IF YOU AREN'T BEING TREATED RIGHT BY A
GUY, DON'T WAIT FOR HIM TO CHANGE. DITCH
HIS SORRY, DISGRACE-TO-THE-MALE-
POPULATION ASS, AND FIND SOMEONE WHO
WILL TREAT YOU WITH UTTER RESPECT


Someone who will honor your morals.

Someone who will make you smile when you're at
your lowest.

Someone who will care for you even when you
make mistakes.

Someone who will love you, no matter how bad
you make them feel.

Someone who will stop what they're doing just to
look you in the eyes... and say "I love you" ...


... AND ACTUALLY MEAN IT!

男孩本不想变坏

十岁以前，他什么都不懂，就不说了。

十三、四岁的时候，开始对女孩有好感，但是
那时候他离女孩远远的，并且以讨厌女孩自
居，生怕被同伴嘲笑。

十五岁的时候，听到大人们说某某男人好花，
把女朋友甩了，女孩自杀了。他觉得这人真狠
毒，自己将来一定要做个痴情的男人，一定要
一生只爱一个人。

十六岁的时候，他喜欢上了一个女孩，但是他
不敢和她说。仍然和往常一样，脏兮兮的在灰
土飞扬的操场上踢球。只在女孩走出校门的时
候，躲在二层的窗户上看她的背影，他觉得她
一定是个天使。

十七岁的时候，有个女孩喜欢上了他，但是他
离她很远，他心里面只有自己那个女孩，他觉
得看别的女孩都是对她的不忠。

十八岁的时候，看了一个MTV，感动得想哭，
他想，如果自己的女孩失去了双眼，他一定会
像男主角会毫不犹豫的把自己的眼睛给她，让
她能看到光明。

十九岁的时候，高考了。终于和自己暗恋的女
孩分别，坐火车去学校的时候，感觉自己离她
越来越远，心像被掏空了一样。还在想自己一
定不会忘记她，等到自己成功以后一定要去找
她。

二十岁的时候，听到有人讲黄色笑话，觉得这
人真可耻。

二十一岁的时候，她的回信中告诉他，自己有
了男朋友。偷偷的哭了一个晚上。

二十二岁的时候，他向一个女孩表白，女孩
说“你是个好人，可是我还小。”他想，我的确
是个好人，他说“没关系，我可以等你。”心
想，我不会像那些花心的人一样，三年五年我
也能等。

二十三岁的时候，说自己还小的女孩和一个帅
哥恋爱了。他很纳闷，长大原来可以这样快。

二十四岁的时候，他又向一个女孩表白，女孩
说“你是个好人，可是我并不适合你。” 他纳闷
很久，我是好人你怎么还不适合我呢？

二十五岁的时候，他又追求一个女孩，女孩接
受了他。他开始很幸福的为未来拼搏，他想，
一时的开心只是暂时的，只有努力拼搏，他和
她才能有快乐的未来，但是，半年以后，女孩
和他分手了。只是因为另外一个男孩会说让她
开心的话。女孩说“你是个好人，是我对不起
你。”他似乎明白了问题所在，他是个好人。

二十六岁的时候，他开始堕落，交网友。打扮
得时尚而酷，而且渐渐的学习着讨好女孩的
话。不久，他有了个女朋友，虽然他对她也很
好，可是，他心里知道，自己并不爱她。

二十七岁的时候，他和女孩分手了。他对女孩
说“你是个好女孩，是我对不起你。”

二十八岁的时候，他尝试了一夜情，发现别人
能做的，自己也一样。

二十九岁的时候，他学会了讲黄色笑话，并且
以看旁边的女孩子脸红为乐趣。

三十岁的时候，他忽然发现自己变得很有能力
追求到女孩，但是却没有了爱的能力。其实每
个男孩，本来都是想做一个感情专一的好男人
的。

其实每个男孩，本来看女孩子都是看脸而不是
胸部的。
其实每个男孩，本来都是不会讲黄色笑话的。

其实每个男孩，本来都是渴望爱一个人直到永
远的。

只是，没有任何女孩爱这样的男孩，她们觉得
这样的男孩太幼稚，太古板，没有情趣。

于是男孩开始改变，变成女孩喜欢的那种
嘴角挂着坏坏。开始学会说甜言蜜语而不是心
里想说的话。
开始学会假装关心，学会给女孩送小饰物讨好
她
学会如何追求，如何把握爱情。
或者看破红尘，游戏情场，成为女人恨恨的那
种男人

他们可以很容易俘获女孩子的心，
但是他们也会在黑的夜里叼着烟流泪。
心里有爱的时候，没有女孩
有了女孩，却永远没有了爱的感觉
在听到女人抱怨世上没有一个好男人时候
他们不会再去努力做个好男人，只是微笑着擦
肩而过。

sick

symptoms:
-------------
feeling cold,
running nose,
cant sleep at night (solved thanks to my baby:P)
dizzy
sore shoulders, neck
headache

miss my girlfriend 24/7

-----------------------------------------
ladtop still being repaired after 1 month.

Quotes

quotes from bash.org lol..

I was in biology class once, and the teacher said there was sugar in sperm
And a girl asked why doesn't it taste sweet then
When she realised what she said her face became red like a spanked monkey ass
Then the teacher said, because you taste sweetness with the front of your tongue, not the part of your tongue back in your throat
The girl started crying and left class ^^

<@David> Yay I get laid today! Been a month.... needing it by now
<@Sony> ...........
<@Sony> TMI TMI TMI
<@David> Only a few hundred pounds but its better than nothing
Thanks for the info
<@David> eh?
<@David> damn i meant PAID
<@David> I get PAID today
<@David> dammit


#369 +(5783)- [X]

Girls are like internet domain names, the ones I like are already taken.
well, you can stil get one from a strange country :-P


<_kr4m3r> so many fucking criminals, its bullshit
heh, if we sent all the criminals to some empty continent and just left them there to die
and showed up like 50yrs later like, "sup?"
whatd u think they'd say?
something along the lines of, "G`Day mate"


my girlfriend broke up with me and sent me pix of her and her new boyfriend in bed
ouch.
yeah.i sent them to her dad

WallJam7: roses are red
WallJam7: violets are blue
WallJam7: all of my base
WallJam7: are belong to you


#593081 +(4400)- [X]

I wish my lawn was emo, so it would cut itself.


Firefly> Time for my prayers:
Our Father, who 0wnz heaven, j00 r0ck!
May all 0ur base someday be belong to you!
May j00 0wn earth just like j00 0wn heaven.
Give us this day our warez, mp3z, and pr0n through a phat pipe.
And cut us some slack when we act like n00b lamerz, just as we teach n00bz when they act lame on us.
Please don't give us root access on some poor d00d'z box when we're too pissed off to think about what's right and wrong, and if you could keep the fbi off our backs, we'd appreciate it.
For j00 0wn r00t on all our b0x3s 4ever and ever, 4m3n.


#583977 +(4305)- [X]

some girl on the street asked if i was saved yet
i told her i saved at the checkpoint a couple minutes back
and can reload from there if i die
she was confused

#454203 +(4311)- [X]

there was this one time I was wanking to porn...
... I kept a javascript tutorial open in another window so my parents didn't start wondering why I was always on the desktop with no windows showing
so I'm just about to splurge when I suddenly hear my dad coming up the stairs
alt-tabbed to the other window and tried to pull my boxers up... computer stalled JUST THEN as my dad was opening the door
I just stood up and was like "fuck... dad this honestly isn't what it looks like"
and he glanced at the screen and said "I sure hope so because it looks like you're masturbating to a fucking javascript tutorial

#420855 +(4288)- [X]

gentoogod: omg dude
gentoogod: today i might the stupidest 3 people i ever met
gentoogod: thier 3 brains combined couldnt solve the dilemma they faced today
siral21: what was it
gentoogod: ok before i say this
gentoogod: 100% true, not one second of a lie
gentoogod: this lady went into mcdonalds today and ordered a big mac for her
gentoogod: and ordered 2 mcgrittles one for each kid. one had bacon one without
gentoogod: her sons are around 18 or 19 so not infants
gentoogod: she went to the counter furious cause the son that wanted bacon has no bacon on his and the one that didnt want bacon has bacon on his
gentoogod: i fell on the floor beside her and couldnt stop laughing
gentoogod: so i finally stood up and asked her to repeat, thinking maybe shes drunk
gentoogod: i swear to god she looked at me straight faced and repeated it. and her 2 sons were beside her mad that they didnt get the order they wanted


Tedward> so there's this pimp right. he's collecting money from his three ho's.
he goes to the first ho and asks for his $100. she says, "But I only owe you $50!"
he slaps her and says, "don't correct me, bitch!"
he asks the next ho for $150. she says, "But I only owe you $100!"
he slaps her and says, "don't correct me, bitch!"
now he goes to his third ho.
he asks for $200. "but I only owe you $150!"
he slaps her and says, "don't correct me, bitch!"
next he visits the fourth ho.
he asks her for his $250.
hold on, wait a sec
what?
you said three ho's, not four. idioth.
*Tedward slaps Thy_Dungeonman
Don't correct me, bitch.

#4488 +(4075)- [X]

Rizen: I thought you didn't bang chicks, only me.
...men.
GOD THAT WAS A BAD TYPO.


#177638 +(4062)- [X]

<@AntiHeiss> friend of mine went to jail last night
<@AntiHeiss> he probably isn't getting out for a while
<%The_Coolest> y?
<+Enyo> why?
<%The_Coolest> :o
<@AntiHeiss> it was a girl cop, she was pretty cute too
<@AntiHeiss> she said anything you say can and will be held against you....he sat there for a while and said 'tits'


Radio interview quote from Marine Corps General Reinwald and a female radio host. He wants to host some boy scouts at the training center for some practise excercises. As follows
: So, General Reinwald, what things are you going to teach these young boys when they visit your base?
: We're going to teach them climbing, canoeing, archery, and shooting.
: Shooting! That's a bit irresponsible, isn't it?
: I don't see why, they'll be properly supervised on the rifle range.
: Don't you admit that this is a terribly dangerous activity to be teaching children?
: I don't see how. We will be teaching them proper rifle discipline before they even touch a firearm.
: But you're equipping them to become violent killers.
: Well, you're equipped to be a prostitute, but you're not one, are you?
The radio went silent and the interview ended. You gotta love the Marines!


#277337 +(3714)- [X]

Personally its not God I dislike, its his fan club I cant stand#163301 +(4763)- [X]

God i really cant stand windows me
heh i know. i moved to win2k
* Felacio sucks huge cock
errr ME, not /me

funny

hey guys, i came across some funny videos

A new gush of wind

no more mistakes, no more lameness, no one else is going to bring me down. the new wind is bringing my boat to a different direction.

burn baby burn..

my friend told me the KTV next to the place where i play snooker burned. i think i'll take a drive past the place to have a look tomorrow. i'm currently sick right before chinese new year.

today was not bad, too tired to do anything after work.

guess i'll just go to sleep.

After a month.. or so

well, my sister's wedding just passed. after one hectic week, i've gained a brother-in-law.

the pictures i'll host somewhere after i dun get tempted to do something else.

i've got orders to burn the presentation that i did for my sister's wedding. It was played on the night of her wedding dinner in kl. yes, there were some tears, some memories made, all and all, very nice. i just hope my notebook burner doesnt crash on me.

congrats sister on finding a husband that u love and care for. congrats shawn and better take care of your sister. i hear that some of my sister's colleagues read my blog? -_-"" baka sister telling everyone.

i came back from kl... sick. my parents didnt let me go out as i looked too sick to them. i spent the day flipping through the entire dvd collection and picking movies to watch.

chinese new year is next week. after that, i'm going back to melbourne. i'm dreading it and cant wait for it. Promising myself not to be as lazy as i am now in jb.

merry christmas

it was a eventful christmas for me.

from the 22th to the 24th, we were at Cameron Highlands. that is me, my brother, my sister and my dad. my mom was at the temple in penang and my other sister was preparing our christmas dinner which was a success.

Cameron Highlands was not bad... a bit boring at night but u are probably too tired to notice after the day has passed. had heaps of vegetables and very little meat. and the sad thing is that, i woke up on the 24th with food poisoning that started off with violent vomiting. i'm still suffering the after effects. we had christmas eve dinner at Heritage Hotel (again) as we have tried all the christmas eve dinners from Equitoral Hotel all the way to Strawberry Farm Hotel and none is equal to Heritage Hotel. yes we have been spending a lot of time in Cameron.

on the way back, we stopped at some Kampung Nasi Padang, cooked the traditional Kampung way by a few people from Indonesia. (my maid's one is definitely better)i think the best was his Ayam Rendang and Ayam Kampung Goreng. there was another 4 tables filled by people from kl and one of their daughters was quite hot.

on the 25th, my sister roasted a leg of lamb which was medium to medium rare. it was superb compared to the Hotel dinners that we've been getting.

Damage: about 6 bottles of Whisky finished, 3 bottles of Gin, 5 bottles of wine and 5 cigars.
(drank by my dad and his friends), some coasters that i took from the hotel under the bartender's nose. it was a whole stack at first.. until i went to watch tv and entirely forgot about it.

26th, came back to a house that was filled with dust thanks to my driver and his friends. he was cleaning up the house, repainting and washing the curtains and he forgot to close the mosquitoes doors, so the house is quite filled with mosquitoes and dust. apparently he forgot that we were coming back to day. so there are newspapers beneath the windows. i think my dad is gonna scold him tomorrow.

oh yea, my beloved maid is coming back soon. the dodgy agent that delayed her finally got her visa done.

merry christmas

it was a eventful christmas for me.

from the 22th to the 24th, we were at Cameron Highlands. that is me, my brother, my sister and my dad. my mom was at the temple in penang and my other sister was preparing our christmas dinner which was a success.

Cameron Highlands was not bad... a bit boring at night but u are probably too tired to notice after the day has passed. had heaps of vegetables and very little meat. and the sad thing is that, i woke up on the 24th with food poisoning that started off with violent vomiting. i'm still suffering the after effects. we had christmas eve dinner at Heritage Hotel (again) as we have tried all the christmas eve dinners from Equitoral Hotel all the way to Strawberry Farm Hotel and none is equal to Heritage Hotel. yes we have been spending a lot of time in Cameron.

on the way back, we stopped at some Kampung Nasi Padang, cooked the traditional Kampung way by a few people from Indonesia. (my maid's one is definitely better)i think the best was his Ayam Rendang and Ayam Kampung Goreng. there was another 4 tables filled by people from kl and one of their daughters was quite hot.

on the 25th, my sister roasted a leg of lamb which was medium to medium rare. it was superb compared to the Hotel dinners that we've been getting.

Damage: about 6 bottles of Whisky finished, 3 bottles of Gin, 5 bottles of wine and 5 cigars.
(drank by my dad and his friends), some coasters that i took from the hotel under the bartender's nose. it was a whole stack at first.. until i went to watch tv and entirely forgot about it.

26th, came back to a house that was filled with dust thanks to my driver and his friends. he was cleaning up the house, repainting and washing the curtains and he forgot to close the mosquitoes doors, so the house is quite filled with mosquitoes and dust. apparently he forgot that we were coming back to day. so there are newspapers beneath the windows. i think my dad is gonna scold him tomorrow.

oh yea, my beloved maid is coming back soon. the dodgy agent that delayed her finally got her visa done.

what am i doing here

once in a while, i'll sit here infront of my computer and start thinking about what i've been doing in malaysia. comparing life in malaysia and life in melbourne. its quite boring lar.. i work from 8.30 to 5.30, come home to tired to do anything. than i'll just sit in front of my computer.

sometimes i miss life there, sometimes i dont.

a friend of mine was mentioning on her blog about her past and not opening up to people. i cant say that i blame her for doing it from what she has told me. but she should just try her best to push her memories aside, store them in her heart, and let her new love that she trusts(if she manages too)just occupy everything.

fantasy isnt true, yes we all know. but we can make somethings exist, for example, love. nothing comes easy without any suffering. i'm hoping that she'll heed my advice and move on.

sick

down with sore throat, flu, cough, fever and boredoom. uber boring here in jb.. i'm stuck at home playing cs, wc3 and just checking out friendster and utopia. my back still hurts, and i'm hungry! going out for dinner soon.. but by tomorrow i think i may get better..

too lazy to go to sg and no time also.

one day after work

"boy come down" my dad called

*walks down

"yea pa what is it??"

"u go into the toilet and left the tissue paper there"

"huh i didnt la.. i went straight upstairs"

"sure or not"

"yup"

"then what is the tissue paper doing there"

"how am i suppoed to know.. you ask it lar"

*dad laughs and walks away

*i still have to pick it up in the end -_-"" (note that it isnt mine)

backpain

this is damn lame.

firstly, my internet speed is supposedly at 1mbps but it is at 512kb/s. my ISP insists it is at 1mbps but when i run it for test on my burning notebook, it is at 512kb/s. not even 512 but at 300.

i sprained my back carrying 40 kilos. today is the 2nd time i went to see the shifu to put my twisted vessel back into place. he told my dad in teochew about all sorts of things that could have happened to me... like going for surgery etc.

working again tomorrow so sian. i cant even open new outlets for my dad's company. i just stand around listening to the salesman. i've been going to kota tinggi, pasir gudang, bukit indah. so many places but not the bandar area.. its like i dun really care where is the nicest places to makan there.. i wanna hang out in the city area, i'm not gonna travel 30 mins just to eat ikan bakar or tandoori chicken. maybe in melb i will not here in malaysia.

1 month since i came home

well, here is your monthly report.

okie.. i spend more money that i can get. for some reason even though the food is cheap, the portion is small. i eat a lot thus, i get fat. haha

month is ending soon, i'm getting my underpaid salary.

what i've learned, talk to old aunties and uncles. zzzz

i've been chionging so much food that i've had to cut down a lot. too many late nights here in jb. at least i'm here for 4 months. not 3 weeks where i really really chionged lolz..

like supper every night for 3 weeks and i went back to australia looking like a ball... well... almost haha!!

okie.. starting monday or tuesday, i'm gonna go down to the sultan palace to go jogging.

A day out with the salesman

"hey yusuf howz life lets go out lepak for a while lar"

"no money la"

"how come?? your sales is doing well right??""

"no lar.. my gf took all my cards and my bank account now i cannot withdraw money from my bank also so now i only have 200 dollars to spend until she comes back from kl" he said sheepishly

"HAHAHAHAHA U SAD CASE!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA in two weeks time, your gf will be asking u to clean her house and ordering u around with a whip"

"stop laughing at me lar dey not funny lar"

*laughs louder*

good morning

first sunday since i started work and i actually woke up at 7.30am on the dot. -_-"" i mean i went to a pub last night to see Sarahq playing drums and came home around 2.50 and slept at 3. than suddenly, i woke up around 7.30am. omg how lame is that now my mom is scolding me for not sleeping saying that i'll get sick!