Stones

I remember reading a post somewhere on why asian girls go for white men. A certain part wrote that its because when asian guys become older, they become playboys and that when Caucasian guys get older, they want to settle down (sort of). That is why you will see asian girls dating older Caucasian men. Younger ones usually have the term of LBFM for asian girls. http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=lbfm My past has always sort of been like Barney from HIMYM in the past. where his gf left him for some guy in a suit and sedan which woke him up. I am like a Barney that has never learned his lesson. Would you, if you have been hurt beyond measure, open your heart to another stranger hoping that he or she will be the one for you? Would you have a slight tingle in your heart signifying a fear in your heart as you come up with various excuses on how he or she would hurt you. Would you allow the awful past to destroy a new pathway that has emerged from the gallows? or embrace an unknown future and change in your current lifestyle? or would you turtle back into your shell? Like I said, I am like a Barney that has never learned his lesson.

Alpha Male

Does being an Alpha Male really matter? When you go anywhere, everyone recognises you and everyone knows who you are and respects you. For those of you that do no know the definition of Alpha Male, http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=alpha%20male "In a modern/human sense, younger males (teens, early 20s) will subscribe to the classical form. Like a lion, they will often be the strongest, most intimidating, hit on all of the women beta males want, are usually the first to have new sexual experiences and often dominate a set territory in thier 'hunt' for new women, such as local nightclub scenes. Older alpha males, however, will evolve the classical traits of stength, intimidation and dominance beyond the physical by gaining power over men through thier very means of living and professional reputation. A powerful business executive, for example, will hire, promote, demote and fire others according to how well they serve his own interests. Rock stars, famous actors and other individuals of 'power' hold very similar capabilities over others in their respective professions." You will see it everywhere. In every group or social circle, there is always an Alpha, one that dominates the entire's group or social circle choices. There are blogs and guidelines that you can find anywhere stating that being an Alpha Male gets you the girl but to certain extend. Alpha Males are usually the rich and the cocky where they possess one of the traits below. 1) Confident 2) Charming 3) Able to communicate themselves. Of course willingly to spend which we can generally push them into the "yuppies" category. Women, by gene nature are generally attracted to Alpha Males. Imagine going on a date and the staff knows your date. Younger alpha males are easier to put down that older alpha males as stated above. But my real question is, "does being an Alpha Male really matter or is it just Males being Egoistical?

Doesnt pay

It doesn't pay to love
It doesn't pay to fall in love.
But when it all comes crushing down.
It pays when your heart breaks

Confusion

You r confusing to me! what shld I think?

Wait its better not to think of anything but just drink wine.

Two blogs two sides

One blog for writing up on being me
And another for writing up on being, me.

Sidelines

What's worst?
When u are thought of being what u r not or just assumed u r?
Either way if she really thinks that than its true that some girls will be happy with u through the thick but leave u through the thin.

Either way it was my fault for showing her that I am human and I err sometimes

reopened!

Blog is reopened to public. I have no idea why I blocked it anyway
Other site is updated more though :)